wordless Wednesday

Please go away snow

I want to wear this and not deal with the snow. Please spring come soon. I cannot take it anymore.

lazy mornings

Every morning my kids get up and have to lay on the couch covered with blankets and watches one episode of Sesame Street. What a life. I wish I could lay with them,but works start at 7 for me. I just love them more each morning. I love the morning smiles they give me and the hugs. Awwww!

Have a great Thursday.

Happy Valentines day, what I love

The goofiness of my childrenThe smiles they always givemaking heart shape pancakeshow motherly my daughter is

My wonderful husband who supports me in everything and cheers me up when I am having a blah day

My wonderful family who will stop in their tracks for my family and I.

I love my children soo much that it is so hard to find the words to express my love for them and without them I would not be the person I am today.

I love  that I have life and everything that gives you meaning of life.

I love my friends I have far and near. I know I can always count on them(especially you Emily)

I loved having date night with my hubby

Happy V day.

wordy Wednesday

I thought I would a share how independent my little princess is. I was doing laundry the other day and she loves to help me in whatever she can. She started pulling her clothes out the dryer,but then she stopped and said " I will be right back."  She then comes in the laundry room with her hangers and then starts putting her clothes on the hangers and goes and puts them in her closet. Well, my job just got easier. "mama" she said "yes honey" " I need Kendric's hangers right away to hang up his clothes." "ok" I went to go get them and she did the same thing. Wow, I have to get her to do mine clothes and laudry just became a sinch. ( is that a call to child labor?)

  I was also reading in a magazine that you need to help your children get dressed until about the age of 4, umm nope, my 21/2 old can get herself dressed and her socks and shoes on without my help. My 4 year old still needs a little assistance,but for the most part has it down pat.

A couple other things, she can also change a diaper(non BM) clean up spit up and get a child dressed. Can I just sit back and relax? it sure is gettting easier. She will be a wonderful big sister someday and a great mommy's helper. She already is.

 I just love her to peices though, even in between the tantrum throwing!

blah, blah, blah

That sums up my day and week. I do not have much to post about. No exciting things here, since I am unable to leave the house. I just wanted to do a post so I can keep them updated. I am just struggling with things right now, AlOT of things and trying to sort them out. Don't  get me wrong, I could not be happier with my family and certain things in my life, but I am also  annoyed  at other things. I really am not going to go into right now and bore everybody to peices,but I just am asking for some prayers. Just pray for a peaceful mind and grant me patience to deal with my blessings. It is hard to find some blessings right now.  There is some heavy emotions weighing on my heart right now and some  that I really need to let go of and am praying for that to happen.  I know god is in control of  everything that happens  in my life and I know he will provide when the time is right,but it is hard to see sometimes. I feel like I am failing as  a mother, wife.  There are things I need to change and grow on. 

  I feel better, I guess this my journal right now and hopefully everybody understands or is or gone through somethings that has made them feel this way, so I do not feel alone. I am not the only one Right?

Well I hope everybody has a wonderful Friday, Sorry if I was depressing. It just helped to blog about it.

Wordless Wednesday